Vagueness is the overriding theme on this post, and while I always strive to be an open book, I'm playing this one close to the chest. Basically, I would kick your ass in a game of Poker tonight!
No doubt this has been a very tough week on me. I've been a bit more introspective, and quite a bit quieter. Typically, I pride myself on being outgoing, bubbly, and enthusiastic. But this week, that just didn't happen....and I'm pretty transparent when it comes to my feelings. Put simply, I haven't been fooling anybody with my half-hearted happiness this week.
....but it's ok I think. I miss her. And I would love to have her here with me. So many memories. So many situations where I would love to ask her advice. So many times when I would just like to see her cute little southern smile.
It's ok though.....and I'm ok. Really I am. I just get nostalgic this time of year. You would too if you knew what I know about her.
But then today happened. Perspective. Timing. Understanding.
Therapy comes in many forms. Respect in even more.
...what do you want to bet that she had something to do with this?
2 comments:
Aww I'm sorry! Hope having her in your heart and remembering all the good times is a comfort! ((hugs)) For some reason I can't get your feed to work in my Google reader? :( I do really enjoy the way you write! :0)
Not sure why it's not working in your feed reader...maybe I can get somebody to help me with that.
Thank you for your very kind words. The good memories are always comforting. She was/is the very best!
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